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Monday, March 21, 2011

Just Around the Bend

Thursday. Thursday it will be a year. A year since Phineas's disastrous birth, miraculous life and all too early death. My heart is pulled so tightly in many directions. I am holding his little brother in my arms. His brother who has already lived twice as long as he did. He is changing so much everyday. I have seen glimpses of Phineas in him from time to time, but he has already grown past him. He has brought so much joy into our lives. I feel so much gratitude for this last year. I miss Phineas so terribly, but I am glad that we had him for the short time we did.

It is such a mix of emotions. Bittersweet in the truest sense. I am now pondering what to do in his day. I want to commemorate but not confuse the girls and remember him without awkwardness as my mother is here.

I wish he were here to eat his cake. I love you, sweet boy.

1 remarks:

april April 2, 2011 at 9:55 PM  

Wow, the year mark already? I think you are amazingly courageous. Congratulations 1000 times over on the birth of Fredrick. I know it will never be the same when you are still missing a piece of your family. I'm glad you were able to talk with your midwives about him.

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