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Friday, June 11, 2010

Nothing More

I start to feel normal and then it hits me all over again. I was wishing I could see Phineas grow. But I can't. What a weight to bear. I want my baby so much. Life feels so incomplete. I don't know that it ever fully will feel complete. I have the rest of my life here to live without my child. The road ahead seems unending.

Posted, of course, by Kathryn at 6:51 PM

1 remarks:

Mindy Bizzell,  June 25, 2010 at 3:32 PM  

It is a terrible weight to bear, sometimes I wonder how we dont break into pieces. For me I only live for my son who is with me now, it sounds sound but he makes me get up in the morning. Hoping you can find some peace in your little ones that remain here with you....

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